without you

i stand in front
of the mirror on the wall
and i see the truth
no one's starring back at me

when you left
you took the body i had
it followed you
it followed you

i stand in front
of the mirror to my soul
and i see the lies
that i've told myself

the body may come back
but the heart won't return
it shriveled up
it shriveled up

i stand in front
of the mirror made of gold
and i want it gone
because gold is too good for me

red wine flows in my veins
i pump it by drinking more
thirsty for our blood
thirsty for our blood

i stand underneath 
the shards of broken glass
and i want them to fall in me
because life is not my way

i stand in front 
of the mirror of my life
and the cracks bleed red
and make me think of you

i fall in front
of your glazed-over eyes
i beg you please not to die
not to die

i cut my face
as i kiss your cold lips
and bleed on your white face
that face is no longer mine

too good, too bad
i don't care what they say
i don't want to live this life
without you

without you
without you
without you